But that train keeps on coming...

It's insufferable, my eyes are burning. Been sleeping late, reading books almost the entire night. Watchin almost any movie that're remotely awesome. Thinking, thinking on random ideas. Smoking too many cigarettes. Not eating well. Drinking, where it's flowing. Listening to blues. Hanging out alone. Living in a single room. Muttering made-up verses like in school. The word hate and putting faces to it. The word love and seeing who all has fallen from the line. Remembering old tired memories. Not talking, only listening. Wondering about truth, and if it exists. Sitting and waiting for the impossible to happen...will it happen?